This poem is inspired by so many things I’ve navigated in the last year. It came to me while driving up through Oak Creek canyon on a quiet Saturday morning during the incredible dance weekend I attended. I recorded pieces of it in to my phone while driving so I wouldn’t forget.
If you’ve ever felt exiled or abandoned or rejected, there is a master plan just beneath the surface. There is a place you belong, even if it’s just to yourself.
I will also say, how are the ways we sometimes exile ourselves?
The ripping of the band aid is often the penance for staying too long, ignoring the whispers. If you feel lost, there is a true North waiting. And a new home, a new belonging. A new freedom.
I didn’t know what to name this poem but remembered this beautiful Pat Metheny tune, Letter from Home. So here is a love letter from my new Home, shared with you.
Please, also, enjoy the soundtrack.
Letter from Home
Lower your eyes;
bow your head
toward
those Angels of Mercy
who banished you.
Only the softness
of your downward
gaze points
to the tarnished
compass
shining
in your open hand.
Wrapped in their bold
ejection, it waits
for your attention.
In your blindness,
it knew
no other route
navigated
to your line of sight.
This;
this one.
The arrow still
points True North.
Toward your new
Home. The one
you imagined
in faraway dreams.
The one
that’s been waiting
for you.
With it’s open
welcoming door.